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Dear 2017

It’s been an emotional one…  & it’s a year that I cant seem to find the right words. I entered 2017 without Mason. The first year without him, and that was horrible. All the first without him, getting his head stone, and trying to adjust to life all seemed impossible. My heart was falling apart and I just couldn’t pick …

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5 years down- a lifetime to go

5years & a lifetime to go. 5 years ago today, on December 22,2012, I walked down the isle to the man of my dreams. It was a mild day for December, and a very exciting one. There was no nerves, only excitement. I watched him through the little window walk with Mason to the front and couldn’t wait to join …

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The Truth about Being Strong

the truth about being strong. Being strong holds so many meanings. To many, it could be how easy you can lift something, how big of a rock you can push or even how powerful you’ve become. To a grieving mother, being strong means something so different. Being called strong means that you have faced the unimaginable. Yes I am mother …

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‘Tis the Season to be..Jolly?

‘Tis the season to be..Jolly? The holiday season is here once again, and don’t get me wrong, I love the holidays… well at least I use to. It’s a magical time that brings family and friends together, full of gorgeous lights and decorations, the feeling of warmth and hearts feeling full of love. A time when kids are so excited …

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Surviving

* S U R V I V I N G * The word we now use so often. When you ask us how we are managing with the death of our son, all we can say is that we are surviving. Why are we only surviving? We had our beautiful son with us for four years and now, to have …

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Change in weather.

It feels like it’s been forever since I put my words onto paper. We’ve been busy with many events,  that we were lucky enough to be apart of, and heard so many beautiful stories about how our little boy inspired others. This post may be a mishmash of feelings but I have so much I want to say. Once all …

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Set in Stone

Almost 14 months have passed without having my Mason. His forever sleep place stayed empty with only a few toys to surround him since the day we buried him, July 2nd 2017. Everyone always told me how sad it was that he didn’t have a headstone yet. What you don’t know is how hard this process is for someone with …

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A Day In Our Life.

A day in our life. What is it to live without a child, to bury a child& to no longer see your child. It’s a feeling you wish to never feel, it’s a nightmare that no one thinks could be real. But this is our reality, this is our life. Here is a glimpse of how our days look. In …

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All About Mason’s Fight

The story of one boy who never gave up & lived life always being thumbs up! Our story begins on May 9th 2012 at 3:55 in the morning when our perfect little boy was born, he was 9 days overdue, 8lbs 11oz and 22.5 inches long, he was everything and more. He was a very healthy baby, & had an …

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All About Miller Mase

One month with this perfect little bundle of full on joy, happiness and heart restoring little man. Miller Mase arrived June 1st, and it was the perfect way to start one of the hardest months of our lives. I was so afraid to have a June baby. How was I going to feel? Could I be the mom he needed …