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Set in Stone

Almost 14 months have passed without having my Mason. His forever sleep place stayed empty with only a few toys to surround him since the day we buried him, July 2nd 2017. Everyone always told me how sad it was that he didn’t have a headstone yet. What you don’t know is how hard this process is for someone with …

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A Day In Our Life.

A day in our life. What is it to live without a child, to bury a child& to no longer see your child. It’s a feeling you wish to never feel, it’s a nightmare that no one thinks could be real. But this is our reality, this is our life. Here is a glimpse of how our days look. In …

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All About Mason’s Fight

The story of one boy who never gave up & lived life always being thumbs up! Our story begins on May 9th 2012 at 3:55 in the morning when our perfect little boy was born, he was 9 days overdue, 8lbs 11oz and 22.5 inches long, he was everything and more. He was a very healthy baby, & had an …

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All About Miller Mase

One month with this perfect little bundle of full on joy, happiness and heart restoring little man. Miller Mase arrived June 1st, and it was the perfect way to start one of the hardest months of our lives. I was so afraid to have a June baby. How was I going to feel? Could I be the mom he needed …

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The Last Heartbeat

I could feel it. On the 26 of June 2016, I had the worst feeling a mother could have. The feeling that these were the last hours with my son. His skin colour was now yellow, his eyes where grey, his face was sunken and you could see every bone in his body. His belly was swollen, lumps and bumps …

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The Unsung Hero

The unsung hero behind this women is the most amazing man, father & husband I could have ever asked for. He is kind, smart, very good looking and the best Papa to our boys. He is the one that did hours of research to make sure Mason had the best treatments, care and doctors. He is the one that would …

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Hello world.

On June 1st 2017, a little superhero’s brother was born. 7lbs 8oz and an easy and fast delivery, we are very proud to announce Mason’s baby brother & our new little addition Miller Mase. It was a beautiful day full of love, support and of course Mason. Windsor Regional Hospital second floor Labour and delivery nurses &staff blew us away …

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It’s my birthday and I’ll cry if I want to

May 28 was always one of my favourite days… my birthday! In these past few years it has been one of my least favourite days. Not because I’m in my mid twenties now, but because it seems to always bring bad news. 2 years ago was our first cycle of chemo with Mase and he was finally discharged from the …

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Having a baby after losing Mason.

It doesn’t seem right, yet seems so perfect, how is that possible. We always planned on having more kids after Mason but never realized how hard that would be. Mason was the best surprise ever. After a week long camping trip and returning back to university, only to throw up in class on my first day of 2nd year in …

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Mother’s Day without a child

As I organize Masons book shelf looking for the perfect books to read to his baby brother, I came across one of his favourite books we use to always read together. A book that I don’t even need to open because I know the words by heart and so did he. He loved this book and after we read it …